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So Easy to Become Bitter

So easy it is to become bitter. When you’re around those with no-filter. Ugly jokes are never funny, I just played the card of the dummy. When in reality you just hurt me. Building up my insecurity. I wonder why I mocked myself when you’re not around, Then I heard it come from your mouth.Continue reading “So Easy to Become Bitter”

Mourn

It was not easy to say goodbye that day. Even harder since you died that way.I was told to hold it together, Show no emotions for her.I went to church stone faced, All my emotions were misplaced.For years I trudged on without a second thought. Ignorance was how I fought.Till one silent night I laid,Continue reading “Mourn”

Magic in the Air

Magic is in the air.From the ground to the sky.I see it everywhere.I marvel at the sight.My lungs expand,to smell the air once again.I never planned,to feel this again.To be alive after being lost.is like the clouds opening wide.Letting water pour from our lots.Not worried about pride.Yes, magic is in the air.I think I mightContinue reading “Magic in the Air”

The Strom

Lightning is a scary sight, when you watch it strike with furry.It’s thunder gave me a fright, while my eye’s became blurry.Too long did the clouds hover, with feelings of doom.Its shadows had me covered, never to return back to you.Until one small moment appeared, when the light glistened.All my fear disappeared, and I satContinue reading “The Strom”

Play the Movie back

Play the movie backwhen you’re discouraged.Rewind the pastand find your courage.Hidden within the scenes,a shadow is cast.A spot light on your dreamsforeshadows your future facts.Remember the journeyand follow the clues.To find you are made holy,life lives inside you.Play the movie backwhen your confused,Rewind the pastFor all that made you, you;Let it remind you,that this isContinue reading “Play the Movie back”

Chivalry. Is it dead, or are we killing it?

Are We Killing Chivalry? My Thoughts on why all the good man are gone, and how we can fix it. I recognize this post might not make some people happy. We live in a world where men and women are pinned against each other. Either way I am still willing to call to light whatContinue reading “Chivalry. Is it dead, or are we killing it?”

For the First Time.

For the first time I wanted to chuck something at the wall.For the first time I couldn’t stand tall.Yet, For the first time I knew what I liked.For the first time I was filled with delight.For the first time I knew that fear made me a slave.don’t fear, freedom is already paved.I have a wayContinue reading “For the First Time.”

The Cost

I’ve counted the cost of following youI’ve counted and counted, and I know what to do.You are worth every cent I left. I’ve counted and counted and I know you are what’s best.You knew the price on my name.and you counted it and counted it and still came after me. R.D. Jess

Hello silence

Hello?I’m speaking into the silence. I was wondering if I could talk to you…You don’t have to listen, you don’t have to respond.All I need is to share my burden with you.You see… Well maybe you don’t, that doesn’t matter.I just need to unload the burden of a heavy heart.I’m not saying what I believe,Continue reading “Hello silence”

Until I Can Be Me

Dark cloud’s hung over my head.I can’t remember since when,but it’s always messed with my head.I know I should feel the coolness of the wind.yet it never touches my skin.It’s an out of body experience,one that makes you look within.To find the brilliance.Still I have seen the sunand I’ve touched the rain.That tells me theContinue reading “Until I Can Be Me”