reneweddream

The Cost

I’ve counted the cost of following youI’ve counted and counted, and I know what to do.You are worth every cent I left. I’ve counted and counted and I know you are what’s best.You knew the price on my name.and you counted it and counted it and still came after me. R.D. Jess

Gaslight

Flick the match and light the gaslight. See it burns so bright. Lean back in peace and feel good inside. Thinking all is right. Somethings off, dim lights? “No, you must be seeing things tonight.” I thought for sure, somethings wrong with the lights. “If you say so,” He rolls his eyes “but, it isContinue reading “Gaslight”

X No More

(Warning, this content may be to much for someone to read. This is a short story to prove the point of a child being more then a clump of cells in the mothers womb. The content is meant to be rough, and forward. “X No More” has graphic content and is not for the faintContinue reading “X No More”

Hello silence

Hello? I’m speaking into the silence. I was wondering if I could talk to you… You don’t have to listen, you don’t have to respond. All I need is to share my burden with you. You see… Well maybe you don’t, that doesn’t matter. I just need to unload the burden of a heavy heart.Continue reading “Hello silence”

Until I Can Be Me

Dark cloud’s hung over my head. I can’t remember since when, but it’s always messed with my head. I know I should feel the coolness of the wind. yet it never touch’s my skin. It’s an out of body experience, one that makes you look within. To find the brilliance. Still I have seen theContinue reading “Until I Can Be Me”

I Texted You

I texted you the other day. I wanted to know if you would sit next to me. Don’t worry I never sent it. I realized there was someone else you wanted to sit with. So I held my finger on delete, planning how to occupy my time. I know you wouldn’t want me to strayContinue reading “I Texted You”

A Mountain All on Your Own

Sometimes we have to take on a mountain on your own. For the calculated decisions they made, will cause them to be brave. Too easy is it to ask witch way from people who walked what’s paved. Their heads swollen from never knowing pain, may cause your steps to be misplaced. Climb as far asContinue reading “A Mountain All on Your Own”

Beat

To tell my heart to beat to tell it to breathe. What things would unfold, What’s the weight of my load? I learned to smile and laugh, but where is the real joy at? Jesus cause my heart to beat. Your air causes me to breathe. In your hands I unfold. Will you help meContinue reading “Beat”

Look Long and Vast Down the glittering Glass

Look long and vast down the glittering glass, And see what stories come from the past. Listen carefully to the crashing thunder. Take care to pounder. Your traveling on a shaky ground, Where many get lost and never are found. That wild fox is from nature, when hurt they see danger. Walk slow, Speak low,Continue reading “Look Long and Vast Down the glittering Glass”

Silently Scream

She let’s out a silent scream. How can that be? Carefully she proceeds, just trying to breathe. She dries her own eyes, and says she’s fine. because they don’t see, they say it’s a lie. But believe me, she’s tried. That’ why she silently cry’s. If her silence makes you wonder why? She will tellContinue reading “Silently Scream”