No, Not Again

No, not again!
No, Not another man. 
The flex and flow
Of all that I know.
I thought I was still 
But the battle could kill.
I don’t want you,
I wish that was true.
I’m moving on
Is that wrong?
One glimpse and I’m falling,
High hopes left me balling.
No, Not again!
Falling in love with a man.
Back and forth, my head hurts.
Emotions began to burst.
Can I let you go?
Why can’t I say, “No”.
I wish this wasn’t so.
Please not again.
I just want this to end.

-R.D.Jess-