No, Not Again

No, not again!
No, Not another man. 
The flex and flow
Of all that I know.
I thought I was still 
But the battle could kill.
I don’t want you,
I wish that was true.
I’m moving on
Is that wrong?
One glimpse and I’m falling,
High hopes left me balling.
No, Not again!
Falling in love with a man.
Back and forth, my head hurts.
Emotions began to burst.
Can I let you go?
Why can’t I say, “No”.
I wish this wasn’t so.
Please not again.
I just want this to end.


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Hi, I am R.D. Jess. I am a christian writer and postpartum doula. My relationship with my God is not a religion but a state of who I am. I love being there for others and find that writing the hard truth is the best way to make people feel less alone.

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